Wednesday, May 14, 2025

Notes of August: I Don't Know

Thaat Asavari Kafi


Thought adjusting itself to the perfect vibration of Infinite Life results in wellness.

I dwell at the center of Infinitude.

I rest in the calm strength of the Infinite.

I rest in the calm of eternity.

I rest in the calm of eternal now.

Tranquility.

When you completely accept this moment, when you no longer argue with what is, the compulsion to think lessens and is replaced by an alert stillness. You are fully conscious, yet the mind is not labeling this moment in any way. This state of inner nonresistance opens you to the unconditioned consciousness that is infinitely greater than the human mind.

When you fully accept that you don't know, you give up struggling to find answers with the limited thinking mind, and that is when a greater intelligence can operate through you. And even thought can then benefit from that, since the greater intelligence can flow into it and inspire it. 

Sometimes surrender means giving up trying to understand and becoming comfortable with not knowing.

Mystery.

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Painting by August Goforth - View more at The Gallery of Dreams

Sunday, May 11, 2025

Notes of August: Alignment is All (T)Here Is.

"Tunglsfljót"

I will be gradually transferring many of my years of private notes — kept on some other electronic devices — to this blog, which hopefully will survive long after I transition, whenever that may be. The main reason is to make it available to that intrepid explorer who saunters through the wild of the Internet in search of rare creatures, and as a reward for their perseverance. These notes are polished only to certain degrees. Whoever else stumbles upon them can continue to polish if they so desire. "Live Long and Prosper."

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Be still and know that I am God at work in this situation now.

Unconditional Alignment.
First, Foremost, Now and Always: Alignment is All (T)Here Is. Awareness of Alignment. In the spiritual life, we are always at the beginning.
Be still, and know that I am God.

[“Free” - from PIE *priy-a- "dear, beloved," from root *pri- "to love."]
Freedom is not merely the absence of restraint but a state of belonging and love, rooted in correspondence. True spiritual freedom, then, is realized not in isolation but in empathic communion and communing with Source, which is also one’s Spirit.

“These are the two golden rules regarding concentration; but we must not suppose that because we have to be on our guard against idle drifting there is to be no such thing as repose; on the contrary it is during periods of repose that we accumulate strength for action; but repose does not mean a state of purposelessness. As pure spirit the subjective mind never rests: it is only the objective mind in its connection with the physical body that needs rest; and though there are no doubt times when the greatest possible rest is to be obtained by stopping the action of our conscious thought altogether, the more generally advisable method is by changing the direction of the thought and, instead of centering it upon something we intend to do, letting it dwell quietly upon what we are. (I Am).This direction of thought might, of course, develop into the deepest philosophical speculation, but it is not necessary that we should be always either consciously projecting our forces to produce some external effect or working out the details of some metaphysical problem; but we may simply realize ourselves as part of the universal livingness and thus gain a quiet centralization, which, though maintained by a conscious act of the volition, is the very essence of rest. (I rest in God.) From this standpoint we see that all is Life and all is Good, and that Nature, from her clearly visible surface to her most arcane depths, is one vast storehouse of life and good entirely devoted to our individual use. We have the key to all her treasures, and we can now apply our knowledge of the law of being without entering into all those details which are only needed for purposes of study, and doing so we find it results in our having acquired the consciousness of our oneness with the whole. This is the great secret: and when we have once fathomed it we can enjoy our possession of the whole, or of any part of it, because by our recognition we have made it, and can increasingly make it, our own.

“He realizes--and this is the great point in that attitude of mind which is not directed to any specific external object--that, for himself, he is, and always must be the centre of all this galaxy of Life, and thus he contemplates himself as seated at the centre of infinitude, not an infinitude of blank space, but pulsating with living being, in all of which he knows that the true essence is nothing but good. This is the very opposite to a selfish self-centredness; it, is the centre where we find that we both receive from all and flow out to all.”
Thomas Troward

There is only one Life. This Life is Source‘s Life. This Life is perfect. This Life is my Life now. I am always in the presence of God. The presence of God is always in me.

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"Tunglsfljót" painting by August Goforth - View more at The Gallery of Dreams

Thursday, May 08, 2025

The Glorying: A Spirit Rescue

[First posted 7/23/13]

"McHenry" - photo artistically enhanced by Lorna Payne
We, who are but insubstantial images in that Mind imagine in our turn that we are, and all about us is, substantial, real, a solid edifice of reality that we can cling to and hang our hats on. But even this body which we label “I” is but a fleeting shadow, a flickering image on a passing screen in the Mind of the One whose bodies all these truly are. We exist in a dream-world, a projection of a dancing spray of lightbeams upon an infinite expanse of Thought. ~ Swami Abhayananda

The challenging heat wave we've been enduring here in NYC has finally abated after a warm and wonderful rainfall late last night - so now I can live with the windows open, instead of freeze-drying myself in an air-conditioned environment. Granted, it's 84 F with 69% humidity, but it's so much better than 105/85!

 It was especially magical running into a special friend and neighbor, Noveh, also on her way home from work, and we stood and chatted with our arms wide open to embrace the delicious drops as they fell, chatting excitedly about our upcoming visit to Lily Dale in mid-August. Spirit found us the perfect person to take care of our crowd of cats while we're gone. Incidentally, "crowd" is not correct .... the terms for describing a bunch o' cats is clowder, clutter, pounce, clout, nuisance, glorying, or glare. Take your pick. In my case, either a nuisance or a glorying would suffice.

Some of my closer friends know about the tragic event that launched the transition of my nephew, Ty (Tristan). After only 15 years on this planet, he managed to leave early last month, much sooner than any of us expected -- although his father later confessed he wasn't surprised, as Ty was far too brilliant and  intense for the Earth, burning his candle at all ends at all times. He had been engaging in target practice with his pellet guns, at his best friend's house. Both he and his friend were shooting tin cans and bottles in the back yard. When they finished, they ran over to the picnic table, Ty tossing his gun carelessly on it. Unknown to him, the gun was still cocked, and when it hit the table, discharged a small metal pellet into the area just below Ty's sternum. He must have felt something odd, for he remarked to his friend, "I know this is weird, but I think I've been shot." And then, within a few seconds, his face turned blue, his body white, and he fell over in a faint. At that point, he was ejected from his body, which was shortly on its way to the hospital in an ambulance; the body expired by the time it got there.

My brother got the news while at work, and called my sisters, who rushed to the hospital. They in turn called my other brother, who then texted me with the news - all of which happened within 15 minutes from the moment Ty had been shot. I had been chatting with spirit rescuer and EVP expert, Rob Smith and the medium, Isabelle Chauffeton Saavedra on Facebook at the time - which now seems was not a coincidence, or even a synchronicity, but a Spirit Orchestration -- so I was sharing everything with them as it was happening from my smart phone as I stood in the kitchen.

Rob said he would set up his EVP equipment and start broadcasting in Ty's direction. Needless to say, I was going into the shock one experiences at times like this, and also into trance. I could feel Ty as if he were standing right next to me, as well as his own shock, fear and confusion. Then I could see that he was looking down on his body, and unable to comprehend that it was him. He thought he was still embodied, and was becoming rapidly panicked when his friend, who was crying and screaming, paid no attention to him. I then heard the voice of my Aunt Agnes, who was the first family member to transition, many years ago, and a very special favourite of mine, say to me, "I'm here with some other family members, sent to meet and escort him to his new Home ... but he's not responding to us ... apparently he can't or won't see and hear me even though I'm right next to him! He's never met me and doesn't even know who I am, so there's a frustrating gap here -- we need you to help us, now - call to him and get his attention!"

Immediately I began speaking to Ty in a loud but calm and authoritative voice: "Ty, this is your Uncle August, I'm here to help, listen to me!" I was right to rely on his exceptional intelligence and insatiable curiosity, as he got still and listened as I quickly and succinctly explained what was happening and what had to happen next. "Stay still and don't move - our Aunt Agnes is coming to help you right now," and I flashed a mental picture of her to him. And then, our Aunt announced, "We've got him, thank you!  Let's go!"  I also heard many others in Spirit exclaiming and chattering away in happy and congratulatory voices: "Welcome!" "Oh,  you're going to love it there!" "It will be so much more fun than you can imagine!" and so on. Definitely a glorying, clowdering clutter!

Less than 15 minutes had passed.  I was exhausted and weeping from the sheer intensity of it, and then realized that I was also incredibly hungry. This was very annoying to me .... now? I can't even think of eating! But my blood sugar had plummeted so low, I knew I had to do something. I picked up one of the takeaway menus on the kitchen counter. I could definitely eat pizza, should I order it?, I mused to myself. But it's so hot today, I can't eat pizza on such a hot day.

At that moment, Rob texted me via Messenger, "I just got the words, 'hot pizza' over the equipment, sounds like an older lady's voice. Does that make sense?"

As I was answering him, Isabelle messaged, "I'm picking up that your nephew is now with an older woman, possibly a great aunt?"

What validation! The three of us were ecstatic!

Since then, I've been checking in on Ty, and he's having the time of his life. Finally, he says, he feels truly free, and he can do so much more with his mind now. He doesn't miss the confinement and restrictions placed upon having a material earth body.  But he continues to grieve for his father's terrible loss, and to be frustrated at not being able to help him.  Although he's receiving a lot of education on how to provide comfort to those he left behind, and I can see that it's slowly but surely helping my brother revive. Many have asked me why I don't share this story with my brother, but there is a Risen way of doing things, which always and firstly requires that the person in need must, in some way, ask for help. Help cannot be forced in any way. If and when he asks, of course I will hopefully recognize that moment and take the plunge - he knows nothing about my mediumship, and is a professed agnostic on an atheistic fence. I therefore must rely on my complete trust in the Risen's mysterious ways of orchestration, and stay out of the way to let this particular tapestry unfold as it must and will.

By the way - I ordered a glorying of pizzas.
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This has been but one of the many spirit rescues - which I call liberation dramas -- I've been privileged to have a role in over many years -- especially poignant because of its very personal nature. To read about some of the others in detail, see "Chapter 19 ~ Liberation Dramas" in our book, The Risen.


Sunday, April 06, 2025

Notes of August: Does Source Vibrate?

 I will be gradually transferring many of my years of private notes — kept on some other electronic devices — to this blog, which hopefully will survive long after I transition, whenever that may be. The main reason is to make it available to that intrepid explorer who saunters through the wild of the Internet in search of rare creatures, and as a reward for their perseverance. These notes are polished only to certain degrees. Whoever else stumbles upon them can continue to polish if they so desire. "Live Long and Prosper."

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Vibration is an experience. It is a relationship between me and my higher self. it is a synchronization of me with my higher self.

This experience is an awareness of both my presence and the presence of my Higher Self.

My Source adores me while It basks and delights in Its presence, and in the presence that is me, and simultaneously in our Shared Presence. I can feel the experience of the interpenetration of the awareness of presence shared between Source and myself, which is eternally something unique and new, now and forever now.

I, which is the sole awareness of my self, can and must move and align my center of awareness of this smaller self’s self-perception to awareness of the I that is my Higher Self. From here — now an interpenetrating, elevated focal point of perception — I can observe, embrace and invoke to the smaller self soothing words of acceptance and presence. Thus is revealed the difference, which is simply contrast, between trying to soothe and guide my earthly self from the perception of that same earthly self, and the perception and soothing of my earthly self from I as My Source Self.

As I more frequently practice this conscious movement — which is a movement of consciousness —and which is realignment — this frequency of mine recalibrates to one of ever-increasing, purifying tone. And from that aligned conscious center of timeless awareness, the Eternal Realm of Source lights up all around me, revealing my True Home, and the nourishing knowledge that from Here, there will never be an ending of this Immortal Realm and its Eternal Illumination.

“Our spiritual attitude will always be determined by our conception of our relation to God or Infinite Spirit; and so when we begin to see that this relation is one of absolute reciprocity—that it is the self-recognition of Infinite Spirit from our own centre of consciousness—then we find that the whole Secret of Life consists in simple reliance upon the All-creating Spirit as consciously identifying itself with us. It (our Infinite Spirit) has, so to say, awakened to a new mode of self-recognition peculiar to ourselves, in which we individually form the centre of its creative energy. The logic of it is simple. We have found that the originating movement of Spirit from which all creation proceeds can only be Self-contemplation. Then, since the Original Spirit cannot change its nature, Its self-contemplation through our own minds must be as creative in, for, and through us as it ever was in the beginning; and consequently we find the original creative process repeated in ourselves and directed by the conscious thought of our own minds.”

Troward, Dore Lectures, “Salvation is of the Jews”

“Consequently the initial movement must be started by something which, though it works on and through the particles of the primary substance, is not those particles themselves. It is this "Something" which we mean when we speak of "Spirit."

“Then comes the question, How did the Universal Substance get there? It cannot have made itself, for its only quality is inertia, therefore it must have come from some source having power to project it by some mode of action not of a material nature. Now the only mode of action not of a material nature is Thought, and therefore to Thought we must look for the origin of Substance. This places us at a point antecedent to the existence even of primary substance, and consequently the initial action must be that of the Originating Mind upon Itself, in other words, Self-contemplation.”

Troward, The creative process in the individual; Chapter 2, THE SELF-CONTEMPLATION OF SPIRIT

“When we realise that substantially there is nothing else but spirit, and that we ourselves are reproductions in individuality of the Intelligence and Love which rule the universe, we have reached the firm standing ground where we find that we can send forth our Thought to produce any effect we will. (I am Cause.)

“We have passed beyond the idea of two opposites requiring reconciliation, into that of a duality in which there is no other opposition than that of the inner and the outer of the same unity, the polarity which is inherent in all Being, and we then realise that in virtue of this unity our Thought is possessed of illimitable creative power, and that it is free to range where it will, and is by no means bound down to accept as inevitable the consequences which, if unchecked by renovated (or restored) thought, would flow from our past actions.” *

(* i.e., Divine Self-Forgiveness, i.e., the Parable of the Prodigal Son. — AG)

Troward, The Hidden Power, VI

“Above this there is a higher Law, to lead us to the realization of which is the whole object of the Bible, and that is the Law of Individual selection. It does not do away with the Law of Transition, for without transition there could be no Evolution; but it substitutes the Individual Law of Conscious Life for the Impersonal Cosmic Law, and effects transition by living processes of assimilation and readjustment which more perfectly build up the individuality, instead of by a process of unbalanced disintegration which would destroy it. This is the Living Law of Liberty, which at every stage of its progress makes us not less, but more and yet more, ourselves.”

Troward, Bible Mystery and Bible Meaning: The Fall

God became man that man could become God.

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The Following is From: Across The Unknown, by SE White

“If, in sympathetic imagination, you can touch your kinship with any given form of abundance, you can partake of its power. (Sunlight, but lightly and briefly.) waterfall, nature, etc.

“As a rule, then, abundances should be associated with the idea of ripeness.

Saunter rather than wander.

“In discarding--or rather growing out of--the visualized symbols of the abundance idea, you will come to realize that you have not been actually drawing from the abundance of the harvest, or the waterfall, or the power of the sun-warmth, or any of the other symbols we have considered. You have, in reality, by those symbols come in contact with the same sources from which those things themselves draw their vitalities. In other words, you have not taken something from or through them: you have by them been enabled to draw from the same sources from which they draw.

BETTY: “Strata....Consciousness is built in layers. When I'm here I'm in the one that rests upon and touches our consciousness. It's just like the water-and-air level--like being amphibious. Anybody could live half in and half out--both lives. So far I have only come up from the depths temporarily to accustom myself to the different atmosphere of this level

above. But what I WANT to do is to live on top, and only occasionally go into the depths....

“I wonder why we don't all accustom ourselves to live there? I suppose it is because it seems an unreal world at first. That is because we are still dripping from the depths, and are not dried off and accustomed.... “They say they want to show me how consciousness develops into this level above.... (long pause)

“Can't I go up? I don't see why I have to travel latitudinally....

“Curious place, now that I come to look at it. Funny! it looks like a matter of elevations and country and a lot of currents....

Why, it's WAVES! There never was such a world of waves before....Seems I'm going to have a lot to do with those waves.”

INVISIBLE: “Have him draw it.”

(here is Stewart's drawing as directed by The Invisibles:


“INVISIBLE: "A" represents the field of ordinary human consciousness--call it the static field. "D" is the magnetic field of the higher consciousness. "B, B, B" are the waves of heightened awareness which are continually arising over and across the static field. When this field has attained a certain level of development, these waves at their apexes establish momentary contact with the magnetic field. And as development continues, the interspaces, "C, C, C" gradually diminish, as shown in diagram II, making the points of contact more nearly continuous. When the interspaces are finally eliminated, then the static field is in complete correspondence with the magnetic field, and the individual enters fully the higher consciousness.”

INVISIBLE: “The point toward which all this instruction trends is ultimate identification with your higher self. But first must come a vital effort to know that higher self, and a gradual training of your spiritual muscles to maintain it, once recognized.
“This does not mean that you should cease to interest yourselves in the multitude of activities all around you--people and books and experiences--these are hourly food. But it does mean most emphatically that your major efforts should be in the recognition and cultivation and establishment of your inner being, the eternal part of you. The gradual growth and expansion of this eternal self is the major business of each day, whatever may be the pressure of obligations in your everyday life.”

BETTY: “I am sitting right on the border today, trying to understand....”

Chapter 7 Homestead
SEWhite, Across The Unknown



Thursday, September 26, 2024

The Gallery of Dreams

 "The Gallery of Dreams" is now featured at the website of The Risen Books. Subscribe at the link provided there for updates to the various galleries -- much to see and experience! 


"In The Woods" - a spirit-generated painting
with Boris Pasternak


Tuesday, September 03, 2024

I am Unanimous in This


 Here's what's called "a short", a recent and enjoyably mysterious encounter with my good friend, Sally Taylor, which was spun from a longer interview with her and Gary Langley, another good friend.

OR/AND

Peruse the evolving Gallery of Dreams.



Friday, August 09, 2024

The Gallery of Dreams

Finally, my life has orchestrated a return to my beloved painting endeavours. 

The mediums are water, and inks include plain, scented, iridescent, sheen, mica pigmented, organic; brewed in Germany, Japan, France, U.S., U.K.

Additionally: inktense pencil, watercolor pencil, regular pencil. 

No brushes were used in their creation.

Consider visiting the complete gallery as it grows:  

https://therisenbooks.com/gallery-of-dreams

"The Swallows Always Return"
6" x 9" inks on watercolour paper

"Crescent Moon Rising, heat lightning, fireflies."
6" x 9" inks on watercolour paper

"Moons, bats, fireflies, sidhe, dreamer"
6" x 9" inks on watercolour paper"




"Grackle, cat, blood moon rising, fireflies"
6"x9" inks on watercolour paper